UNEXPRESSED EXPRESSIONS VOL.2

My desires are still flying in the form of dreams

Though I have moved ahead of time

No doubt spellbinding you were; I was dead

And I couldn’t judge it

Beautiful – A heart you had; though I never expressed

Today I regret it

A human propensity to believe the outer

Does not exclude me

Faces we see and compare the beauty

Give a damn to the graceful heart

Can’t call myself an exception

Cause that will rip me apart

Yes, I am different

Different from others

I am a vampire; a lamiae – born to suck blood

Never left an animal; nor an organ

I’ve been in search of the red

Definitely there is some obstacle

Some peddle that hinders my path

I know not what comes in between; something serene

A supernatural; an occult or some black magic

But yes it happens and others have seen

I forget myself – my rudeness; my ugliness

That nefariousness which could have ever been

Regret that am a lamiae – a blood sucker; hirudinean ; a leech

When it comes to your part

Wouldn’t be wrong if for the same

I blame your beautiful heart

The past gave the opportunity

To express my feelings; desires – I never did

If god gives me one more chance

For sure I will take it

No doubt – no circumstance

This time I’ll make it

Had I confessed long time back

This time would have never come           

We would have been together

Flying all over around

To meet the sky - In heavens

Far – Above the ground

I repeat- Had I professed long time back 

This clip would have never come

I have everything on the ground

But I wish to fly

Why do I forget – To make this come true?

All I need is you – the only sky

Evenings were never so beautiful – so charming

Your memories have made it

Blessed is the moment

When I think of you

Can’t say anything else

But my dreams come true

Like a flowing river

My feelings flow

Like a rising sun

My desires grow

Passing to every element of nature

And then to you

See any flower; any bird

You’ll find me

Any plant; any tree

I’ll be

Cause they are the same

They never express

Their presence tells it all

They might suppress

More than they believe in doing

Than the word of mouth

The same follows with me

With every child

It’s not a fable; a parable; an allegory

Of the depressed

But a true story; an epilogue

Of the feelings Unexpressed!!

UNEXPRESSED EXPRESSIONS Vol.1

♥My desires kept flying in the form of dreams

And time has always let me down

In this waking hour

When nobody dares to think

You still lie in my heart

As fresh when I met you the first time

My fire of passion is unbearable

Unbearable like the heat itself

For sure I can’t risk your life

With way of my expression

Solitude is something I love the most

It’s also true it haunts me like a ghost

More than I believe in doing

Than the word of mouth

If I don’t speak; I don’t react

Please don’t think me a saint

My expression; my feelings

For sure will make you faint

At dawn the beautiful scene

The chirping of birds

Keeps me alive

I try to find you among them

But can’t find one

Still I compare their echoes with you

And my job is done

My roughness; my rudeness; my ugliness

Is nothing less than holiness

It will keep burning like an unending flame

In my nerves – the nerves every second playing a game

It’s history; it’s past; it’s the situation or some fear

It’s problems; conditions; or circumstances I can’t bear

I know not what kept me holding back and still does today

I never moved on road not even a day

That holiness you may call of love or hate; still burning

My mind like some magnet losing the focus keeps turning

Only erupts like a Volcano

Like a homeless one of no fixed abode

My fear of the road will do nothing

But one day for sure let this volcano explode♥…………

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